Saturday, April 29, 2006

Renewed

The end of the semester was BRUTAL. But, I have learned a lot; more than I expected. Life's lessons are funny sometimes, because the important ones usually don't come from a textbook. I have spent so much time in textbooks, that I have seldom looked up to see the world of knowledge around me. Well, now I have a little time!

I spent the last weeks thinking about what I am worth, my value to myself and to the rest of the world. Here's what I decided:

* the world needs me to contibute as much as I need it.
* no man is worth heartache and drama; both of these are unnecessary and avoidable.
* true friends are there for you, even when you have nothing but friendship to offer them.
* the past is powerful, but not enough to control your life...unless you allow it.
* the future is rich and full of possibilities, but I must take time to live today.
* enjoy being 'in the moment' sometimes. Just breathe and that God for all your blessings.
* your body is the only true possession you have...take care of it.
* I won't allow ANYONE to come and steal my joy.
* I have to live to please God and myself. Everyone else has to get in line.
* When I learn to love myself and all of my flaws, someone else will be able to appreciate me too.
* Smiling really is good for the soul.

And with these decisions, I have made some major changes. Now, my life will reflect who I am and what I believe; I am no longer going along for the ride. I am not a woman in the shadows, I must be accepted for who I am. I am classy, dignified, and proud. I will not play the role. I am who I am, and if you don't like it....move on!